Monthly Archives: May 2011

Taboo Dreams

Woke up at 2:30 this morning. Stared at wall until 3. Got up, let the dogs out, opened computer, opened unfinished story, let the dogs back in, stared at unfinished story, turned the tv on, kissed husband goodbye, stared at computer screen.

Fell asleep. Computer in front of me, tv in front of computer. Apparently the television was set to a program about taboo practices and naturally the narrative of the program tangled itself with my sleeping mind. This created an hour long mind fuck that was interesting, entertaining, uncomfortable, and disturbing. I woke up convinced that I had a braided growth growing out of my chest and various other ailments that I won’t mention.

You know that I vent these experiences and no matter how disturbed I feel afterwards, I love it.

Dreams, the astral plane, and that state between awake and sleep are my favorite places to be.

Dreams after hypnosis

Dreamed that ghost in the house was holding my hand, next to me in bed, then kissed me. I opened my eyes and saw the bedspread raise up over my knee. Tried to scream for help but couldn’t. Finally got out of bed and went down stairs. Husband told me that the heat had been turned up to 113 degrees. Clothes in suitcases. Four or five ferrets appear. They are spirits being represented by ferrets, but they scare me. I don’t know why.

Otherside

Teddy Bear Raisin Bread

Penguin Milk